real guys go for real down to mars girls. [entries|friends|calendar] jillian links +userinfo +entries +friends +calendar +MYSPACE +add me the girl Name:Jillian Residence:Arizona Age:15 Sexuality:uhhh TR.. FEAMLE Height:5 foot 1 School:Chandler High Grade: 10 Lover: MY beeeeeeeeep loves loves Friends. Internet. Phone. Tv. The Oc. POS. Boyz. hates Bitches. Gay People. Baloni music postal service coldplay gwen stefani the faint lyrics EMINEM LYRICS Ass Like That The way you shake it, I can't believe it I ain't never seen an ass like that The way you move it, you make my pee pee go Doing, doing, doing . layout Background by Vintage-Glow. Coding by Ospenoptemous DO NOT STEAL. . can you hear me SCREAM [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

good bye yalls [Monday January 24th, 2005 5:44pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | pinback<3 ] if you dont ask to be kept, you will be deleted. <3 READ (116) CMNT

this is to you. [Monday January 24th, 2005 2:47pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | frou frou- breath in ] today was okay. ive had better. for some reason i felt like alot of people were missing from school. today i had all of my classes, uggh. i got yelled at and i was almost sent out and taken by a security guard.. because i was "talking".. this gay ass sub, almost made me leave.. and he had really REALLY big earlobes. they grossed me out. me and derek c. were talking about them in class. hmm. i feel empty. i need something. or someone.. i hate having these feelings, and i hate how it makes me sound all "emo", but i cant help it. and it sucks. i need something. i dont know what it is yet. i am looking forward to next year. i am finally going to be taking photography, and i am taking art classes (drawing). i am so happy. i want to get good at drawing. yes. thats all, not much. <3jill. READ (2) CMNT

yes! [Sunday January 23rd, 2005 10:54am] [ mood | devious ] [ music | yin yang twins-shake it like a salt shaker ] i am getting spray wax, FINALLY. + MY SISTER IS CUTTING MY HAIR AGAIN. today we are going to g-pas again. i have to write my essay & read 3 chapters in a book. hopefully this is fun. i need to babysitt. suck it. i want a fucking relationship. READ (4) CMNT

"your mom goes to college"-kip. [Saturday January 22nd, 2005 6:56pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | "go dj, thats my dj" ] well cheer was good today, for once. i think i can actually say that we have improved, like real cheerleaders. we worked our asses off, and it paid off. we got 1st place out of 4th. we have another competion in february, like 8 days after my birthday. we will win. i know it. i am really reconsidering doing cheer again. i dont know as of now. hmmmp. i am bored, call me. what happend: well when we were at the awards assembly they called out "chandler high, 2nd place.". i was happy, but our coaches werent. on the scoreing sheet it said 0/4 on cheer, tumbling, and jumps. yea they fuckign thought that we didnt do any. bull. we proved them wrong, and showed them the video. at first we lost only by 3.. but our coaches went up to the judges, and told them & showed them the video, and proved that we had all of the requirements. we ended up beating Basha High freshman cheer squad by 3 points. so yea thats what happend. it was a miscalculation with the judges. so we won, thats good news. i am happy. the end READ (11) CMNT

penis in vagina [Wednesday January 19th, 2005 3:26pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | the used ] today was pretty gay. i went to school. we didnt end up making signs. it was a waste of fucking time, and it was my fault. i came home. my mom is expecting me to clean the fucking house again. when just yesterday i fucking cleaned the bathroom. no one in this family does shit. i am freakin bored. EILNSGNSRLHDFHDFNH CALL ME NIGGAS, OR ILL KILL ALL YALL! SKFAMREHAKNRNAEHTALKETH friday = game .. or soemthing saturday= cactus cup competition. suckas. from int he morning --- late at night. suck it. READ (4) CMNT

today.. [Tuesday January 18th, 2005 8:31pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | ashlee simpson- lala ] hmm whats there to say? alot has been going on. im constantly thinking about everything. there is no use anymore. im not even going to try this time. but there is one thing that i am going to say, and that is: i miss this person, i want to talk to this peron. i hate how i've been mean, i hate not talking to you. its killing me to not see you like i used to. i dont like being with out you. this is the worst situation, on top of other things. i want things to be like the beggining. but its all to late. i cant help what was said, and i cant change anything. thats just on my mind. GAY.wepojtrfesgggggggg SSDADDGR@$%@#%@$%$ REEEERERE WIGGA HAA <3jill

[Sunday January 16th, 2005 4:23pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | gwen stefani- rich girl ] i dont know what i am doing tonight. RARARE REEREAR?.. cool. um yes. i am bored. i am cleaning. i WANT spray freaking wax. i have no money. damn it ( i ) <3bean READ (12) CMNT

RAR RAAAAARRR KILLL EM' [Thursday January 13th, 2005 5:37pm] [ mood | sarcastic ] [ music | garden state soundtrack ] i had cheer. it was fun? hmm. school was okay, i had mcdonalds. it was some good eatin. i feel like watching the breakfast club & the goonies. my all time favorite movies.. oh and napolean dynamite.. (sp) im happyer lately. <3 bean p.s. does anyone know of any good books?.. i am going to start reading. READ (13) CMNT

mom and me day [Wednesday January 12th, 2005 9:41pm] [ mood | chipper ] alot of things are making me happy again. my mom was in an odd mood today. it was nice. i read ahead in to kill a mocking bird, and it was the best. i actually like this book so far. and it surprises's me because i usually dont like books that i have to read durring school. hmm. i think i am going to start reading now. because i need to get better at reading. dad is also in a better mood. he is doing good. lauren is happy, which i love seeing. i hang out with lisa more, which is also really good. i am happyer i guess. today was okay. school was good. it went by slow. tomorrow i am looking forward too.. well 1 & 3 period.. but not 5th because we are learning stupid stuff. hmm. i didnt have cheer today which was good. my ankle is still in pain. + today i came home and i watched napolean dynamite with my mom. & we had popcorn. haha it was cool. i guess you can say it was a "mom and me day"..fun? yes. <3 jill p.s. i found out that justin is in lindsay and I's pe. haha. that should be fun. HAHA HAVE FUN JUSTIN.. YOU CAN SEE ALL OF US DO THE WARM UP (SKIP, JUMP, RUN, ETC.) READ (4) CMNT

[Tuesday January 11th, 2005 10:02pm] i love you. HANG OUT WITH ME AGAIN READ (3) CMNT

wounded [Tuesday January 11th, 2005 5:54pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | frou frou- shh ] hello. school was cool. i went to math.. and my teacher was changed.. he is really cool/ nice. then i went to cheer... we won.. but i hurt my ankle and my elbow. my ankle hurts like a mother fucking bitch. i hope i dont limp tomorrow.. and we dont have practice tomorrow!!!!! YEAYEA#@$%$^% <3jill READ (2) CMNT

mr. mrs? miss. ms. [Monday January 10th, 2005 5:23pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | DEVO- WORKIN IN A COAL MINE ] i am at my litha babys house. tomorrow we have school!!@#$# yes, i am so excited.. haha not. um i made a promise to myself, that i am going to do really really good this semester. yes!! so on saturday i went to erins birthday party!! it was a blast, i am so many of my friends that i dont see that often. like alicia. i love her so much, she is fucking halarious. it was awesome. and a plus for this week was: i talked to tom!! i love you tom. he is the best, and he is really nice. YESSSS TOM#!#@#$.. i have a game to cheer for tomorrow. YEA? nah. haha. our cheer competition is on january 22nd 2005.. on a saturday. woo. thats all for now. <3 bean READ (8) CMNT

& [Sunday January 9th, 2005 2:49pm] [ mood | satisfied ] [ music | the used ] you people dont know shit about me. so just stop.

[Friday January 7th, 2005 3:45pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | the used- poetic tragedy ] i dont like bitches, with and acception of some people. who i AM going to resolve things with. everything that is going on right now.. is all so funny. i love it.. AND DONT FORGET.. I AM A DRAMA QUEEN!!!@#$@#$%@#% YES, I LOVE DRAMA!!! love, the drama queen. READ (12) CMNT

[Wednesday January 5th, 2005 6:33pm] READ THIS ( READ ) shows that they have class. oh and THANKS FOR THE COMPLIMENTS! haha not p.s learn how to spell, bitch READ (110) CMNT

pissed [Wednesday January 5th, 2005 2:48pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | taking back sunday- new american classic ] okay so.. this one boy who i really used to like... well in the begining he liked me. we kissed. we hugged. we were all good. it lasted. then we decided to just be friends. on the most part i did it all for him. i wanted to be something with him. then we started to avoid eachother. we didnt talk. we didnt look at eachother. then all of the sudden.. he decideds to call. he tells me things that i know i should have ignored. i tried to get over him. but it just brought me back closer to him, agian. then i asked him if we were going to be anything. he avoids the question. i asked again. he DECIDES that we should just be friends. i get mad. and i say fuck it. its not worth it. then i find out that this boy has a girlfriend. his x fucking girlfriend. WHOEAHEIOTTRDYGM. and guess what else.. she dumped him. and he goes back to her. he doesnt tell me about that girl and him. and just so HE knows. we are no longer friends. that may be harsh. but its not fair. so you know what, like i ALWAYS say. SUCK IT!! get over it. goodbye. um today was cheer. i got a twisting lib aerobesqe AGAIN. and i did some back handsprings. YEEEEEEEEEEES ( RAR ) READ (23) CMNT

peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeps [Tuesday January 4th, 2005 8:55pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | garden state soundtrack ] it hailed. i threw hail balls. it was awesome.. then me and lisa and moe moe went to erins. it was tight. LATEA ( text ) READ (6) CMNT

[Monday January 3rd, 2005 5:31pm] [ mood | fucking happy ] [ music | bjork. ] okay so earlyer i was really mad because i couldnt go driving places with alex and the crew.. but then i took a shower; and my mom and dad are takeing me to ikea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so happy. then my mom is talking to me and my pops about genetics.. and alegebra.. and meiosis and and and all the stuff i dont want to talk about.. i am in a really happy place all the sudden. and suprisingly.. even though my hair is really puffy, i am likeing it.. + DAD GOT A NEW JOB, AGIAN. .. + all of my family is going to ikea.. including our newest addition. calub. or how ever you spell it. READ (8) CMNT

yeeeeeeeeeesesessssss. [Saturday January 1st, 2005 1:31pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | some weird music my sister found in the LR ] well i had a fun new years.. haha. it was normal.. i didnt drink. i didnt do dumb things with boys. but i still had fun. we hung out.. went to a block party. drove. mall. target. jack in the box at 1:00. poppers. TIIIIIIIIIIIGHT later.. <3 jill p.s. i didnt have any new yesrs resolutions.. because im cool.. and i dont need any.. ACCEPT: from now on.. i, jillian megill bratcher, am not aloud to date retarted boys, who are gay and dont relize good things in people. AMEN. thats my 2005 RESOLUTION#$%@(#$^@#%^@$%^ READ (9) CMNT

this needs to change. [Thursday December 30th, 2004 2:31pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | frou frou- hear me out ] oh how i love making stupid faces. tonight i am babysitting, from 3:00pm- like 10 or 11 pm. woo. im going to get big bucks. to get: cds- the killers- jet- kanye west- black eyed peas- outkast- new cd player dvds- 13 going on 30- mean girls- white chicks- 50 first dates- 40 days and 40 nights- the note book- perfume- lucky- mambo READ (7) CMNT

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